As the closing days are before me, I am hurried to sell my possessions, pack, and say goodbye to Alaska. I depart the state I love this Saturday as I head south for the winter. I had plans last week and this week to pick up a little side work but God and nature had different plans. Autumn in Alaska is wet. When the work calls for exterior painting you are very dependent on the weather. Late August and all of September are not always good outdoor days. Nonetheless, I have found myself more bored than I wanted. My wife is in Africa helping a close friend move to be a nurse in an orphanage and I am stuck in Alaska to wrap up the remaining items.
I have found myself unmotivated and lacking self desire to do pretty much anything. I go to bed at night not tired and feeling guilty. Then again, my mind tells me it is time to leave Alaska. The rest of the month will be filled with events and activity as we journey from Alaska to Texas. I often find my heart and mind in PNG. I know there is a need and I am wanted there to help but I am here in a basement in Alaska. I am trying to relish the memories of Alaska as I know over the next three years my heart will yearn for this home.
In the past when I have noticed these feelings, I have learned it is time to enjoy nature once again. On Saturday when the rain broke, my aunt and I went for a short hike to Grayling Lake. A 3 mile roundtrip hike to a small lake in the Alaskan wilderness. It was a rewarding hike and a spot that I found peace as I sat on the lake shore. Please pray for me this week as I pack and prepare to leave Alaska.